Cesar Chavez
12-30-2006, 01:04 PM
verse 1
Let's go back, may 30 the day that hirt me//
a mother dis, a son start acting fly in a world of lies//
evrything changed, who is who? cause they weren't there when I was born//
I feel like I was the only one who stayed himself, they all went wrong//
they putting me between sides when they are involved in another fight//
but in the meantime I am more outside, fighting wars of pride//
a hustler, or better yet, a failure of society//
but as soon as I turned to ym family they asked me some of that money//
watches, sunglasses, after shave and they knew things was robbed//
asking for favors instead of "Mark, we want you to stop."//
don't misunderstand me, I never was a thief//
a businessman that was dealing briefly with grief//
they misunderstood me, I didn't like being in a crew//
I just wanted to leave life when I reached 22//
cause in heaven I gain as much as I do in this game//
verse 2
the next story is bout a special girl that I am willing to give the world//
I respect her as a friend and what she does as a mother//
misunderstood me when I said "Honestly, I don't know why you bother...."//
I fucked up, can't erase it so I apologized//
and only if I could tell her that looking in her eyes//
cause then she knows it was sincere, now I am asking God for advice//
a great friend, loosing her is one of the biggest fears of me//
someone that dear is worth more then anything near to me//
I admit my mistakes and can only count on faith//
all I can do is wait and wait even more//
both of us made them before and are apologized for//
you know you are my crack and I got an entire store for a good score//
but please talk and listen and stop the silence treatment//
you ALSO got a place in my heart, you are a true friend//
I can't explain why I said what I said to you//
but you didn't deserve that and you know I love you//
verse 3
but that ain't all, my brain is misunderstood by my heart//
the two argueing is tearing my soul apart//
whats right thing to do and what is smart?//
but from the very first start U've been trapped in missteps//
I walk with crutches now cause of my mishaps//
my heart being bigger than my brain is causing the trouble//
it makes me feel like a loose football in the middle of a huddle//
not long ago I made myself a promise not too many to trust//
the girl from the 2nd verse, my cousin and the people from Gunz R Us//
and maybe 1 or 2 others who deserve my unlimited loyalty//
cause word on my mother they got a better life than me//
I don't take hand outs, so what I receive is theirs//
I give them dreams while I am dealing with their nightmares//
my heart doesn't understand my brin, thats where problems come from//
not evrything I say comes ou like it shoulda sound//
but the intention is always good and thats what should count//
Let's go back, may 30 the day that hirt me//
a mother dis, a son start acting fly in a world of lies//
evrything changed, who is who? cause they weren't there when I was born//
I feel like I was the only one who stayed himself, they all went wrong//
they putting me between sides when they are involved in another fight//
but in the meantime I am more outside, fighting wars of pride//
a hustler, or better yet, a failure of society//
but as soon as I turned to ym family they asked me some of that money//
watches, sunglasses, after shave and they knew things was robbed//
asking for favors instead of "Mark, we want you to stop."//
don't misunderstand me, I never was a thief//
a businessman that was dealing briefly with grief//
they misunderstood me, I didn't like being in a crew//
I just wanted to leave life when I reached 22//
cause in heaven I gain as much as I do in this game//
verse 2
the next story is bout a special girl that I am willing to give the world//
I respect her as a friend and what she does as a mother//
misunderstood me when I said "Honestly, I don't know why you bother...."//
I fucked up, can't erase it so I apologized//
and only if I could tell her that looking in her eyes//
cause then she knows it was sincere, now I am asking God for advice//
a great friend, loosing her is one of the biggest fears of me//
someone that dear is worth more then anything near to me//
I admit my mistakes and can only count on faith//
all I can do is wait and wait even more//
both of us made them before and are apologized for//
you know you are my crack and I got an entire store for a good score//
but please talk and listen and stop the silence treatment//
you ALSO got a place in my heart, you are a true friend//
I can't explain why I said what I said to you//
but you didn't deserve that and you know I love you//
verse 3
but that ain't all, my brain is misunderstood by my heart//
the two argueing is tearing my soul apart//
whats right thing to do and what is smart?//
but from the very first start U've been trapped in missteps//
I walk with crutches now cause of my mishaps//
my heart being bigger than my brain is causing the trouble//
it makes me feel like a loose football in the middle of a huddle//
not long ago I made myself a promise not too many to trust//
the girl from the 2nd verse, my cousin and the people from Gunz R Us//
and maybe 1 or 2 others who deserve my unlimited loyalty//
cause word on my mother they got a better life than me//
I don't take hand outs, so what I receive is theirs//
I give them dreams while I am dealing with their nightmares//
my heart doesn't understand my brin, thats where problems come from//
not evrything I say comes ou like it shoulda sound//
but the intention is always good and thats what should count//