Cesar Chavez
12-30-2006, 01:08 PM
Its time y'all see a different side of me//
so get ready and take this ride with me//
where do I start, I really don't know//
7 years ago I lost my moms and start living for dough//
lost the one who put me on this earth//
forgot what she taught, just felt I was cursed//
with one blink I switched from good till selling and hanging//
with different crews and before I knew I was gangbangin//
it became "what up gangster?" and forgot my real name//
well known in my city, on top of my game//
earning money in different ways with no shame//
and just a half year later my grandma died//
had to walk pass my mothers fresh grave and cried//
in this nightmare I was glad my cousin was near//
thats my 'boy, when he in pain I shed a tear//
my heart turned hard, it turned stone cold//
like my dick when I unfold the playboy centerfold//
Fuck evrything, saw it all as a challenge//
Dead or alive?.... it was all in balance//
thats how I got my alias Capital crazy//
in half a year I did a 180//
and ofcourse there was night I wanted to leave//
but they pulled me back in with one pull of the sleave//
this ain't it, a couple of years late my grandpa was gone//
Oh God!! I am loosing them one by one//
and one by one I reach another depth//
my cousin in tears, heard he followed my footsteps//
started to realize it was time for me to change//
looked at my life, it was all so strange//
14 years long evrything went good//
and now I was considered the king of my hood//
but not evrything is what it actually seems//
started to change when the devil appeared in my dreams//
had enough of it, gave away my stash of rolexes//
continued my job in which I pay normal taxes//
I couldn't live with all the mess in me//
never woulda make it to heaven, hell was my destiny//
that wasn't in my plans, so evry confrontation I let it slide//
the only thing I wanted was me and my family to reunite//
evrything went fine till the doc said my grandma had cancer//
another visit of the killer of my mother and for 1 sec I turned gangster//
I never forget at 10 Am I was by your side//
and 2 hours later the medic brought the message you died//
couldn't belive it and before I Knew I cried//
but I stayed mr Jeckyll, I didn't turned to Hide//
got more to tell, but this is one part of my story//
can't end it to say to one specific girl that I am sorry//
so get ready and take this ride with me//
where do I start, I really don't know//
7 years ago I lost my moms and start living for dough//
lost the one who put me on this earth//
forgot what she taught, just felt I was cursed//
with one blink I switched from good till selling and hanging//
with different crews and before I knew I was gangbangin//
it became "what up gangster?" and forgot my real name//
well known in my city, on top of my game//
earning money in different ways with no shame//
and just a half year later my grandma died//
had to walk pass my mothers fresh grave and cried//
in this nightmare I was glad my cousin was near//
thats my 'boy, when he in pain I shed a tear//
my heart turned hard, it turned stone cold//
like my dick when I unfold the playboy centerfold//
Fuck evrything, saw it all as a challenge//
Dead or alive?.... it was all in balance//
thats how I got my alias Capital crazy//
in half a year I did a 180//
and ofcourse there was night I wanted to leave//
but they pulled me back in with one pull of the sleave//
this ain't it, a couple of years late my grandpa was gone//
Oh God!! I am loosing them one by one//
and one by one I reach another depth//
my cousin in tears, heard he followed my footsteps//
started to realize it was time for me to change//
looked at my life, it was all so strange//
14 years long evrything went good//
and now I was considered the king of my hood//
but not evrything is what it actually seems//
started to change when the devil appeared in my dreams//
had enough of it, gave away my stash of rolexes//
continued my job in which I pay normal taxes//
I couldn't live with all the mess in me//
never woulda make it to heaven, hell was my destiny//
that wasn't in my plans, so evry confrontation I let it slide//
the only thing I wanted was me and my family to reunite//
evrything went fine till the doc said my grandma had cancer//
another visit of the killer of my mother and for 1 sec I turned gangster//
I never forget at 10 Am I was by your side//
and 2 hours later the medic brought the message you died//
couldn't belive it and before I Knew I cried//
but I stayed mr Jeckyll, I didn't turned to Hide//
got more to tell, but this is one part of my story//
can't end it to say to one specific girl that I am sorry//